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The story of my awakening begins I guess when I was a mere nipper of three years old, although I didn’t know it at the time of course, or perhaps on a higher level I already knew? I woke up in the middle of the night to find a green humanoid creature coldly staring back at me through my bedroom window from the top of the tree outside my house.

Until then, I was only aware that conkers grew on that tree, so it terrified me! I ran into my parents’ room and it was still there, but unfortunately they couldn’t see it themselves. A child’s mind has not gone through the rigors of conditioning at that age, and there’s no doubt in my mind they can see more than older children or adults can before the indoctrination processes begin in earnest. Years later, I saw Credo Mutwa’s depiction of the Annunaki in his drawings and as it matched what I had witnessed that night, I have no problem in believing in the Reptiles.

I had a nice childhood, though I didn’t particularly like school. I know I always had an aversion to following everyone else in line. I always looked deeper into things than those around me at the time. I was the only boy in secondary school to choose RE as an option. I don’t know why now? I guess religion seemed the only outlet to explore the spiritual nature of things. I know now that is quite wrong. However, it did involve Conscientious Studies which looked at the very basic problems facing our society, but of course, did not reach very deep. At that time I was confirmed into the Anglican church, though I look back now and know that ‘religion destroys spirituality’ like the great Michael Ellner once quoted.

My student days coincided with the ‘great collapse’ of the former Soviet Union, and I have to say seemed far more pivotal at the time in the development of humanity than some guy in a turquoise shellsuit claiming alledgedly to be the ‘Son of God’. Or so I thought back then! I’ve since woken up to the fact that this was a whole staged (Rothschild I’ve no doubt) event in order to absorb those former Soviet countries into the new menace the EU or EC as it was still known then. What has that notorious family not been involved in? In any case, it created a plethora of cheesy pop songs by artists trying to cash in on the whole faked, hyped bandwagon thing. The real revolution will not be sung about, it will just happen! Consciousness doesn’t need Good Vibrations, when it has the Truth Vibrations!!

The proceeding years were a difficult challenge for me. Britain had been in a deep recession and I didn’t have a clue which direction to take in my life. Most of the years up to 1997 were a drunken haze of wild nights and staggering in at all hours, and limited success in employment. Although I did work for two years for a local newspaper in advertising and it was a deplorable experience, I know now that no experience is a waste. Little wonder after I left there I looked towards religion again as depression started to take a hold of me. I started feeling overcome by negative forces, and I still had a longing for knowledge of the meaning of life. In and out of jobs I would read books of a spiritual or religious of nature, among some of the authors were Betty Shine, Lorna Todd and Steven O’Brien. I met my wife to be that year and she has remained a rock to me ever since on our path of awakening together. Speaking of ‘my rock,’ my instincts told me the truth the moment I heard about the death of Princess Diana.

Eventually, in 1998, one particular book snapped my attention, and would change my life forever. It was called The Biggest Secret by David Icke. “I wonder what that guys been up to…” I thought. I read the warning about ‘this book could change your preconceived view of life’ so I naturally thought this is definitely for me!!! That was the end of mainstream religion in my life. Sorry you guys in the long dresses and fish hats. One of your flock has just gone AWOL!!! What a shame?

After the birth of my first child of four lovely, non-vaccinated children in 1999, I felt the negative forces lift from my life. Although I’d still suffer from depression periodically for quite some years until I ditched the pills, I learned to put my negativity into perspective. After 911 my focus once again went into researching Icke’s work, and as the internet developed new outlets of information and research found me. I’ve since gone to events, joined truth organisations and continued to spread the truth, which in 1998 I thought was known only to me, as well as David Icke of course. Such seemingly bizarre information makes you feel quite unique. But in 2006 I went to see David at Brixton, and expecting maybe 20 or 30 people, I was amazed by the queues wrapped around the building. After listening to David being interviewed by Alex Jones on Infowars during the Georgian crisis on 8/8/8 I’m now a long term listener to Jones, and his kind of zesty enthusiasm he brings to the infowar and the awakening process in general.

When I look back on life, I realise that bad experiences aren’t always a bad thing, and can teach us valuable lessons in our journey through this reality — pursuing all life’s wants aren’t necessarily the road to happiness. For instance, I once wanted to go big time into computers, and I joined a college course which was absolutely….. useless… in terms of career development or prospects…but the people there were a cracking bunch and I enjoyed every waking moment of it. I still go out for a drink with one of the guys there, and we talk about all this stuff all the time. He’s a great friend, and we would never have met otherwise. I also think I helped to wake him up a bit as well. There’s clearly a lesson to learn when things don’t go our way; life is an experience, and the paths we think we’re following don’t necessarily lead to the outcome(s) we expect. This is one of the important aspects of the awakening.

The truth is now growing exponentially, although I acknowledge it’s still only a large minority who are aware of what’s really going on, that see the Big Picture if you like. We have by no means reached critical mass, nothing like it; the human ego is incredible stubborn and it will not let go of its belief systems or listen to new information so readily, which is a crime against the heart, but the ego is always at war with the heart. Only today someone I thought was a really decent guy said “I love a good war!!” and he meant it. SHOCKING!! I guess he thinks he’ll never have to go anywhere near a bullet, so that’s okay for him then?

Will we get there in the end? “We have to!” I keep on telling myself. It’s so frustrating and sometimes soul destroying to see such pathetic lies so badly repeated by the media, and yet still watch people swallow it hook, line and sinker! Just look out the window? A three-year-old, especially one that could see Reptile humanoids in the tree, could punch a hole through all this crap!!! And yet the lies still pervade through and at all levels of society. I think deep down people do know something’s very wrong, but either through double-think, fear of their social standing, or believing they have to accept the official version of reality and events, or simple denial, they continue to accept all the ridiculous lies. How can it be accepted as fact that Bin Laden was killed for the second time last year and his body then quickly deposited into the sea before any genuine photos could be released? And people still believe this shite? Why???

Where were they when the passport miraculously survived the fireball on 911 and floated conveniently down to the street? Where were they when Tony Blair lied his way to war with Iraq? Or should I say ‘where was their state of mind when all these things happened??’ What’s more, the examples are now too large and numerous to list, and they’re happening on a monumental and rapidly increasing scale, by the hour now; not the day, week, month, year or decade! That’s why we have to act and act and act NOW!!! But I know we’ll get there in the end, nothing can stop an idea who’s time has come!

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